Hey my dearies!

I hope all is well with each and every one of you! I have been well, just taking things slow and enjoying my days!

Today is wrap up Wednesday and so, here's the wrap up:

  • I have added 500 new words to my current work in progress! Which brings my total to 71,024 out of a projected goal of 80,000! Will it grow, probably, but I'll let the story decide!

  • I got the author copies of the anthology that I was a part of, One Page, One Love. Seeing the physical copy got me misty eyed. 🥹 If you haven't read it, please do! There are some incredible authors included, new ones like me too, and all proceeds go to the ACLU.

  • I cleaned and reorganized my bookshelf! I can't believe I don't have a doompile shelf anymore (we will see how long that lasts). I'll have to post a tour soon!

  • Reading wise, I just finished my arc copy of Evelyn Leigh's second book: Shadowed Obsession. You guys.... IT WAS HOT. I need to YAP about it, so a dedicated review shall be posted soon. Pub date is the 13th, so definitely read it!

That wraps up the wrap up! What are you guys reading? I need more additions to my never ending TBR 🤣.

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Jun 11


We are going to dive back into the mind of our favorite Captain of the Royal Guard and Golden Retriever energy of a man, Ezra.

We touched on Hazel's upbringing as we as a snippet of their life as a child, but. we also need to dive into a bit more of Ezra's mind. While it is only briefly mentioned in passing (the harshness of his father and the abuse that he went through as a child as well as the trauma) Ezra was one to often hold it all in as he grew up.

Especially after losing Hazel.

The true snapshot of emotion that we start to see from him, it is when he reunites with Hazel. He begins to think of how lonely he truly was within the nearly 12 years of being separated from them.

Here is a small snippet of that:

For years, while always operating with the best interest of the knights in my care, I never took the chance to grow close to them. Often keeping the conversations brief and focusing on our tasks, I closed myself off after the traumas and the absolute horror knight’s training were. Betrayals played throughout those knighthood halls and grounds, and discord and malice plagued the air as we rivaled one another to become the best of the best. Grueling nights where I took the abuse from those who would later serve under me, I remained in my bed alone. The correspondence from my mother was my only guiding light. It was her I fought for, sending whatever coin I could earn to her and my aunt, hoping it would be enough. Enough to support them, enough to provide. Enough to do what my father failed to do. I rose through the ranks and persevered because maltreatment was the world I grew up in, becoming captain  just shy of my twentieth year. The men who fought to become knights, my brethren in arms, were my comrades in theory only. Their loyalty remaining conditional due to my rise in rank. Many saw me but a child, one that shouldn’t have garnered the prestige as I was younger than most of my compatriots, but I never let it get to me. I never sought for comfort in them, or my accolades. I found it in the letters shared between my mother and I, holding onto the comfort throughout the years I needed it most. That light and familiarity faded when she did as her body eventually succumbed to the sickness that plagued her. My only constant, ripped away from me, the only family that remained was ripped from me, and I was left with the comfort of my duty. My mission. It was the only thing that kept the loneliness from ensnaring me. Kept my mind busy.  

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Jun 7


Happy Pride and Fantasy Friday! I hope the week has treated you well! (If not draw your swords and ATTACK!!!!)

This week for Fantasy Friday, I did a re-read in preparation for my diving into the second book in the series and today, I am going to be discussing The Curse of the Goddess by C.C. Gonzalez.

The Oracle foretold that Princess Valda Aither of the Sky Kingdom would discover her mate on her twenty-fifth birthday. They would lock eyes and find each other, as has happened since the dawn of time. Valda desperately wanted to believe the Oracle, but her hopes of finding her soulmate were shattered when she inexplicably lost her vision during her birthday celebration. Needing time to heal and adapt to her new reality, she was assigned an assistant, a young woman named Maris Era, who set her body and mind ablaze.

This book was HOT, SAPPHIC, and had references to Greek Mythology?!?

If you know me, you'll know that I adore mythos, so when I first read this book, it threw me for a loop but also had me enthralled. The way it wove in mentions of the Greek Gods was seamless and enhanced the story; creating a world that was gorgeous and wonderful.

This is a world in which the gods have left but bestowed certain humans with magic of elemental manipulation, and thus being placed in positions of authority. We also get to see how the actions of the gods and those that were placed in power have affected those whom they rule over.

And the spice is SPICY!!!! HOLY CANNOLI. I am blushing at the scenes still!

I am picking up the second book as soon as I finish reading my graphic novel palate cleanser, and then I will be having a bit more of an in depth review as well as touch on the social commentaries within the narrative as well!

But, I know I just want to yap about this book!

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Jun 6


Hazel

Cobbled stone shifting beneath my feet with each step upon the narrowed street, as pebbles skated into the dust it would soon form into, Sprouts of greenery and moss thrived between the missing pieces, their tendrils creeping out like nature’s reclamation. Created haphazardly as if done with the intent of completion rather than care, the foundations between both the road and the houses built near it seemed as unsupported and crowded as the masses whom inhabited the this part of Eahbridge. Stacked together, each home a shifted mismatched piece, roofs sloped at awkward angles, while some abandoned the concept of a uniformed covering, and adorned the patches with tarps. It was no secret that this part of town, the foundations of what created it, was crumbling beneath the desire of expansion. And while the air was thick with sweat, smoke, and other odors that held my senses in a vice, I felt a slight form of pity. 

Shaking the onslaught of emotions that threatened to plague me, I kept my head down and kept moving.

The bustling early morning noise of crowds surrounded me the further I drew into the town, trading the pastoral scents for more fragrant ones. Intermingled voices, a cacophony in the air, as deals were made, food was exchanged, and conversations were humming between the clang of metal. The tonal shift in the environment was jarring. Roads maintained , hardly a crack to be had, while the homes were built sturdy and secure. Breezing through the bodies that constantly threatened to bump me this way and that, I found a pocket between the sea of people and broke through to the alleyways. 

Cut narrowly between supported buildings, I tucked behind the smaller area that acted as my makeshift den. Nestled behind the tavern, which only garnered minor use in the earlier hours of the morning, I sought refuge in the dilapidated former shed that, I assumed, once housed medicinal herbs given the faint traces that that remained there. Shrugging my hood over the freshly woven braid, memories of laughter and stolen kisses in the encroaching spring of day, as Ray redid the plait she lovingly frayed mere moment prior. Color came to my cheeks, settling in that moment, before I snapped back into reality. 

Damn you, Ray. You aren’t even present and your threat to steal my focus lingers on..

Biting my lip with the intent to draw blood, the stinging prickle brought me back to attention. Focusing on strumming up the laces on my boots, I reworked the knots, making sure the loops were secured. 

The grandeur of the castle peeked between the worn wooden slates of the shed, banners fluttering the royal crest arrogantly billowing breeze. Sunlight climbing behind the imposing fortress, illuminating the soaring marble spires that threatened to pierce the sky. Towering as if it could encapsulate the light of life itself, a true testament of excess, every stone in the construction of this building was deliberate. I nearly snorted at the sight as I secured my gloves, turning my back to the over imposing show of arrogance. 

A faint breeze skated along my neck, causing the rumple of parchment to wave back at me. Tucked within the corner of my den, I smirk at the crude drawing of my features. Details exaggerated, my eyes were a piercer shade of gold rather than the cool tones they possessed, and my features were sharper, more severe, and sinister. They never could capture my face, given the amount of meticulous care I took to shield my identity, but rather let the mystery and “danger” of my actions lead their pen. Closing the distance between me and my trophy, I trace a finger along the artistry, finding humor within the small nuances that they crafted. Embracing the image they painted me as. My gaze fell to the words beneath, my moniker scrawled in blocky bold letters. 

“THE SCARLET BANDIT. WANTED – DEAD OR ALIVE”

The words loomed on the page like a curse, one that morphed with each new creation of a poster. I remembered the day I spotted this one in the market , the name piquing my interest enough for me to tear it down and take it with me. Stamped with the official seal of the King, I embraced the name he gave me and the power attached to it. Turning with the paper in my hands, I hold it up in the air, comparing it to the sight of the grandiose castle. My presence exposed the cracks in the looming entity, causing it to crumble even more and desperation to seep through. My face remained the symbol that kept the King from perfection, one that his ego clawed at to keep from wavering. And that is what kept me coming back all these years. Remaining a thorn in his side. 

That’s not the only reason…

Crushing the paper and tossing it to the side, hoping that noise would silence my intrusive thoughts. Shaking my shoulders to regather my focus, I adjusted my face covering, securing the fabric around my mouth and nose. Fully dressed, I knew that it was my time to shine. 

It’s time to give them the monster they crave to paint me as. 

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May 31


Hello my dearies and fantasy lovers! Today is friday and one fantastical fantasy Friday!

✨️Wooooooooo ✨️

As you may have caught on Wednesday, my week has been both hectic and chill. A chectic? Hill?

Either way, I am coming to you today with a narrative that I was finally able to finish, Dragonfruit by Makiia Lucier🐉

As spoken last week, I left off only being roughly 20% of the way through the book. It started off with a bang, throwing us into the narrative and was full of expansive and detailed scenery that made narrative come alive.

Well, I come bearing good fruit (teehee) and good news that this book was indeed everything I thought it would be.

It gave a Pixar esque story narrative, if that makes sense. Thorough narrative, strong sense of self, character development, whimsical animal compatriots, it was as delightful, thought provoking, endearing, heart breaking that I thought it would be.

With the media portrayals within how natives, specifically Polynesian and Pacific Islanders as of late, reading this felt prominent. It gave mythos and Lore that felt real and told in a way, even within a outsider perspective, could understand the core values. Family, culture, identity, home. Those are themes that some other pieces of media are sorely laking when it comes to the representation. Which I think is because of the culture shift. It isn't those a part of those narratives telling the story and within those tellings, it can come off disingenuous.

I bring that up because within the narrative something that within Hanalei, we experience the importance of home and of having a culture you call your own. We look through her perspective as she explores the world through the first part of the book away from her home. Her people. And this is something that a lot of those with Polynesian diaspora speak hold dear. Traditions, culture and family. It is of great importance.

This story was lovely, at times cozy, romantic (including platonic) and is heartwarming. It's always great reading dragon narratives but we often forget that there is not one culture that has them.

Definitely read this book, if you didn't get that from my rant, lol! I enjoyed it so much and I hope you do as well!!!

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May 30


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